I dug myself into a hole, and so what. Life is what you make of it and I realize now that things aren't so bad. I can make my life better, it might not be easy but it's definitely not so hard. I'm good at what I do, when I do it.
I've spent some time in the last week on tie dyes, they are for sale if anyone is interested. I also have plenty of non dyed items if there is something specific wanted. take a look through my scraps and see!